what's up?

sometimes, recently i don't know what's up with my life. i mean, i'm happy and all, but not really satisfied. there was a time not long ago when i felt smart, and happy and passionate about things. now, i don't know, i find it hard to feel that way sometimes. i feel like i'm in a rut. why is that? i mean, i still have great stories to tell and i'm still funny... but i don't feel that way all the time. i need more. i need to feel more.

what the fuck has my life become?