FUCK! Today was supposed to be easy. god, was it ever not. so i went and hung out with mike and simon. good times. went back to The Room. hung out for a while. left abrubtly. went to Holli's house. talked to her. fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. Just as the conversation got good, Scott walked in. FUCK! talk about the most uncomfortable thing ever, ever, ever, ever, ever.

allow me to vent... she should not be with him. she should be with me. but she's not, she's with him. i decided to leave, to move. make it easy on everyone. now it's getting complicated. WHAT THE FUCK?

shouldn't have gone over there. shouldn't have said the things i did. but i did. ahhhhhhhhhhh. why can't i let it go. is there a reason or am i a fool?

fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck