Another lovely evening. Dinner, movies, television. Should have been the time for the first kiss, but I was scared. I know we're friends, I know she likes me, I know we have great times together. It should all add up. But after her comments about not being able to date me because of our "working relationship", I'm hesitant. So I need to completely respect her opinions after a brief converstation about it or do I subtly try to convice her otherwise?

I'm notorious for writing late night emails, and i was about to write her one, but I didn't. I wrote it, I thought about it, I didn't send it. It seems that she's worth much more than that. This is a conversation that needs to be had in greater detail. I'm just afraid to bring it up. I like her so much that the last thing I want to do is jeorpardize that. Even on a friendship level... if things stay exactly as they are now, I would be fine with that. She is so much fun and we have so much fun together, and that makes me happy.

I want to hold her, I want to feel her hand in mine...