I said it before, i'll say it again. I miss Teny. Why weren't we such good friends before? Even now that's she's thousands of miles away and the communication is almost non-existent, I feel that she's my friend. A lot in common when it comes to love, longing, wanting... You're a doll.

Do I like too many girls? Do I get too easily attatched too soon? Let's take Lizzy (sp?) for example. She's my ex's friend. She has a boyfriend. Waaaaaaaaay too many warning signs just right there. But we talked. I walked her home. She's cute; she's adorable. Why am I even thinking about her?

Maybe I'm being young and single and enjoying every minute of it. Is that wrong? The Rose thinks maybe she's losing faith in men because of my actions. Am I out of line? I want to love and be loved. And I will no longer settle. With that comes "playing the field" so to speak. I want someone cute, lovable, kind, caring, fun, energetic, smart, beautiful, talented, nice, creative, ambtious, loving... no one I've ever been with has fit all those criteria. Am I asking too much? Can't I have multiple crushes at once? Am I becoming the typical male pig I so adamently despise?

Talk amongst yourselves....