what's with me?  why can't i let the past go?  why do i miss her so much?  why, after more than nine months since we broke up do i constantly think about her?  why do i still call her?  why does she never answer or call me back?  why do i have so many questions?  does anyone out there have any answers?

sometimes i think my life has gone to shit.  i happy being where i'm at, living where i'm living.  but sometimes i wish it were under different circumstances.  sometimes i think life just totally fucked me.  i don't know.  i guess time will tell.

i miss her.  will someone please tell her.