crappy, crappy

man, what a horrible night. Mark P, TBD, Ryan F., Bryan W... all those polyphonic kids acted like i didn't exist. i made a point to make an appearance and be nice, even after i didn't want to, but mark insisted i come out. so i did. no one had anything to say to me. it was like i was blackballed. fuck them. fuck people who claim to be your friends but aren't.

tammy dissed me too. said we'd only be friends. my favorite line.

probably my least favorite day since i've been here; even after my team won first place in trivia.

trying not to be depressed, trying not to be depressed, trying not to be depressed, trying not to be depressed. man, i need some cheering up.