So, that was fun

Last night D. and I hung out for a little bit and it was quite pleasant. We were supposed to make a delivery and go play bocce to practice for this weekend's big tournament, but it turned into a little more than that. After dropping off a new table at her place, we stopped for a bit of dinner, then headed to Floyd. We only played one game and got beat and didn't feel like waiting around for hours to play again, so we headed over to Montero's for a beer and some touchscreen. Just like old times. We had a great time shopping together last weekend and we had a great time hanging out last night.

Discussions were had about us and our relationship and it's been an occassional topic as of late. Nothing has changed, it's not like we're back together or anything, nothing like that. We're both out and about trying to enjoy life, see people, etc. I am of the mindset that maybe we gave up too easily. I'm not so sure she agrees 100%, but we're not ready to cut each other out of lives quite yet. We've agreed to go out on a "date" next week. Yes, I know it seems a little odd, and maybe it is. Maybe taking a big step back is what we needed or maybe we're just kidding ourselves (or I'm kidding myself, rather). I don't really now, maybe it wasn't really meant to be and we're trying to hold onto something that's safe and easy or maybe it really is and we'll figure that out. I don't know what her expectations are, and I guess I don't really know what mine are either. But it starts with a date and i guess we'll take it from there. No pressure, no expectations, just hanging out and hopefully having a good time.